I re-read Edna St. Vincent-Millay’s poem “Afternoon on a Hill” yesterday morning, finding it tucked into the “Joy” section of my new Bright Poems for Dark Days anthology. I wrote about this exact poem during those early caliginous weeks of the pandemic years ago, when I was surviving each day by searching for one bright spot of color. My scansion at that time focused narrowly on verb choice, something that didn’t even come to the door on yesterday’s reading — another instance in which I find text as malleable as clay — but I was drawn then and now to the lines “I will look at cliffs and clouds / with quiet eyes.” I love this couplet. It captures so well my personal imperative as a writer: to care-ingly,* non-intrusively notice the world. I’ll never forget a podcast interview in which Rick Rubins, celebrated music producer, explained his approach to finding and cultivating new talent. He asks himself, “What’s making me lean forward?” I think this is core to any creative practice — the close looking, the leaning forward, the watching with quiet eyes.
It made me think, too, that there is something about writing that feels like fishing with an ambiguous rod:
you will often net nothing —
but you might reel in a trout, or you might reel in a whale,
and none of it happens without paying attention and casting out.
And God it feels good to fish anyway.
Thinking about this today because a reader wrote me a note a few weeks ago seeking encouragement in her creative undertakings. As she put it: “the wind sort of left my sails as I pondered what am I even doing, as someone who loves writing and sharing visual things I experience with people.” I replied: “I understand too well how those forces you mention can deter you, can unseat you, can leave you disenchanted. But keep creating! Keep going! There is a quote I think about often — “a bird does not sing because it has an answer; it sings because it has a song.” I return to this as a kind of ethic for writing. I do not need to know why I write, I do not need to know how it will be received. It does not need to ask for anything. It can just be a song.”
And I think somewhere amidst this webbing of thoughts today, I am consolidating a kind of manifesto for my own creativity that might be helpful to writers who find themselves disillusioned:
Shake hands with the blank page daily
Spend most of your time noticing the world, and watch it show up in letters later.
You do not need to know why you write.
Your job is to shape something and send it out into the world; the reader’s job is to determine whether it is successful. Frankly, the latter is none of your business.
All good writing begins with an bad first draft.
Think carefully about what you include and exclude in prose — some things are most powerful left hanging behind the curtains.
If you are uninspired, read something good.
Your writing does not need to ask for anything–in fact, should not ask for anything. It can just be a song.
Post-Scripts.
*Care-ingly is a Mary Oliver-ism.
+More advice on getting started with writing — this one is more tactical.
+Do you consider yourself creative?
Post-Scripts.
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+Doen launched a second winter collection yesterday. This LBD is gorgeous.
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+Drooling over this Hermes-esque simple leather clutch in the emerald green color.
+Dorsey just launched these really cool lab-grown pendants you can attach to your rivieres for a different, more dramatic, look this fall. I’m intrigued by the emerald and tourmaline. Just something new and different!
+A propos of today’s post on leaning forward / observing / seeking: this necklace would be such a great gift for a creative. It’s also reminding me of a quote by Louise Gluck: “Anyone who writes is a seeker. You look at a blank page and you’re seeking. The role is assigned to us and never removed. I think this is an unbelievable blessing. I mean, to be seventy-eight years old and still looking–this amazes me.”
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Ooh do you own a Hunting Season bag? I love it but have found it near impossible to find reviews of the brand!
I don’t yet — I also find this brand very mysterious and chic. Leaving this out here in case anyone has a HS bag and can weigh in!
xx
My advice to you would be: get outside your worldview, experience different things.
Love this. xx